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I wanted a place where I could write random thoughts. Unfiltered. To someone who has three or so minutes to waste on musings.

Written by: Juma Reagan

Bugs

First-Person

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Bugs

This has more to do with fomo than bugs.

Juma Reagan

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Aug 9, 2026


Something’s Coming

First-Person

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Something’s Coming

Something so bad it has brought universes together, and people are getting serious about their lives.

Juma Reagan

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Aug 5, 2026

Story For Another Day

First-Person

Story For Another Day

Was he showing me his battle scars? Greeting me after days away? Or was he simply exhausted from whatever it takes to survive as a stray who has one foot on the street and another in a place he now calls home?

Juma Reagan

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Aug 2, 2026

35 Days

First-Person

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35 Days

Audacity can be an irritating trait when used badly. Used well, it is like a counter-attacking football team: when it works it is unstoppable. After all, the wahenga have been asking the same question for generations: nani atanichapa?

Juma Reagan

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Jul 26, 2026

Favourites

Letters & Lovers

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Letters to Cheptolo, II: Lady Santa

Dec 21, 2025

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2 min read

Letters to Cheptolo, II: Lady Santa

Lady Santa visited me the other day. She brought me an early Christmas present and promised me a book early next year. I cannot wait.

Juma Reagan
Juma Reagan

Letters & Lovers

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Leaving

Dec 6, 2025

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1 min read

Leaving

She’s accused you of being unserious, of offering no scent of a future, of gambling and drinking away every weekend instead of finding a job, or even looking for one. And each time she left for her sister’s, she came back when your inborn Luo charm convinced her that tomorrow would be different. But tomorrow never arrived.

Juma Reagan
Juma Reagan

32 Days of Christmas

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Tattoo On The Left Boob

Dec 4, 2025

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6 min read

Tattoo On The Left Boob

The tattoo was simply another way to define who she was, to cement her defiance against everything she despised in this patriarchal society. To defy the gods who took her parents too early. To challenge her grandmother, who was still too steeped in religion to understand that even gods, surely, had tattoos.

Juma Reagan
Juma Reagan

Vignettes

The Iniquity of My Father

Mar 16, 2025

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8 min read

The Iniquity of My Father

Mzee’s last wishes

Juma Reagan
Juma Reagan

Archive

First-Person

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Boxers

Jun 21, 2026

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2 min read

Boxers

I'm writing this from Siaya on my phone. It's tough to write on a phone, tougher in boxers, and tougher still on a hot night.

Juma Reagan
Juma Reagan

First-Person

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What Was He Like.. Before Corona?

Jun 14, 2026

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5 min read

What Was He Like.. Before Corona?

He laughed, a lot. He wanted to work with racehorses. He loved. Aaah, but not a single man came back the same. Some never returned at all.

Juma Reagan
Juma Reagan

Letters & Lovers

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Who’s Jules?

Jun 7, 2026

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4 min read

Who’s Jules?

You know what they say: if a man is going to be rejected, he might as well be rejected by a pretty woman. At least then he has a good story to keep telling himself.

Juma Reagan
Juma Reagan

The Beautiful Game

I Want To Harm Myself

May 31, 2026

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5 min read

I Want To Harm Myself

His interviews, his thought process, his dressing. How human he makes football be. I've liked him since. He is one of the main reasons I want to go bald. He is easily my favorite manager of all time, followed by Zidane and Luis Enrique, in that order.

Juma Reagan
Juma Reagan
A Bother & A Bore

May 24, 2026

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3 min read

A Bother & A Bore

A low humming beat plays from the home speakers near him. Lionel Richie’s Easy Like Sunday Morning. A good rule of thumb is to only speak to him when spoken to. He’s in good company, he says. There, on his own, in bed at one in the afternoon.

Juma Reagan
Juma Reagan

First-Person

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Bounce

May 17, 2026

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5 min read

Bounce

The drinking wasn't the worst part. It was the thinking I was such hot stuff. It's like how everybody thinks that they have a good sense of humor, or they're a good driver.

Juma Reagan
Juma Reagan

The Beautiful Game

The League Is Not Won At The Bernabéu Or Camp Nou

May 13, 2026

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5 min read

The League Is Not Won At The Bernabéu Or Camp Nou

My club is in shambles!

Juma Reagan
Juma Reagan

Vignettes

The Unmothered

May 10, 2026

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4 min read

The Unmothered

You can assume correctly that birthdays were never a thing for her. No candles. No small rituals to make her feel cherished. Worse of all, no cake. Instead each year seemed to arrive with the same reminder hanging in the air: that her birth was tied to the worst thing that had ever happened to her mother.

Juma Reagan
Juma Reagan

First-Person

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You Can’t Buy Aura

May 3, 2026

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5 min read

You Can’t Buy Aura

He did nothing, and somehow that made the noise grow louder. He fixed his gaze on another spot for nearly two more minutes, letting the audience soak in his presence alone. Some accepted their fate and let themselves fall. Others cried freely, hands raised in gratitude to whatever higher power allowed them to witness such greatness.

Juma Reagan
Juma Reagan

Popcorn Pages

Everybody Is Dead

Apr 26, 2026

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5 min read

Everybody Is Dead

For what shall it profit a man, if he shall gain the whole world, and lose his own soul?

Juma Reagan
Juma Reagan

First-Person

Pole

Apr 22, 2026

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1 min read

Pole

I have only recently found my rhythm in attending live performances by our artists.

Juma Reagan
Juma Reagan

Popcorn Pages

I'll Be Down By The Shore

Apr 15, 2026

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2 min read

I'll Be Down By The Shore

Odysseus was not like you and me, beloved. The man was loyal to his wife, Penelope, whom he had not seen for more than ten years, and for whom suitors were already lining up. He wept every night by the shore, staring longingly at the horizon, thinking of his wife and his son Telemachus.

Juma Reagan
Juma Reagan
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