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Mae e Polo

Dec 30, 2025

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8 min read

Mae e Polo

The music of our land.

Juma Reagan
Juma Reagan

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Rading’

Dec 28, 2025

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10 min read

Rading’

What fun, weird, or memorable moments did 2025 bring? Did you meet someone from Chad? Did a crab bite your small toe?

Juma Reagan
Juma Reagan

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Snow? In Karachuonyo??

Dec 27, 2025

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3 min read

Snow? In Karachuonyo??

We were standing at the exact point where most of the area’s trade quietly changed hands. The abandoned well sat at a junction linking Otaro to a narrow dirt highway. Local boys with small bags passed through casually, and with nothing more than a twitch of the eyebrows, they could tell who was a customer and who wasn’t.

Juma Reagan
Juma Reagan

Letters & Lovers

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Letters to Cheptolo, II: Lady Santa

Dec 21, 2025

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4 min read

Letters to Cheptolo, II: Lady Santa

Lady Santa visited me the other day. She brought me an early Christmas present and promised me a book early next year. I cannot wait.

Juma Reagan
Juma Reagan

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2014

Dec 16, 2025

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4 min read

2014

When 'Better Man' dropped, your primary school crush was the first person to tell you about it, and the two of you sang it along the railway tracks like the hopeless romantics you were. Good times. Good music.

Juma Reagan
Juma Reagan

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The Audibility of Silence

Dec 3, 2025

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3 min read

The Audibility of Silence

I remember my classmates settling into their seats, their faces glowing faintly under the fluorescent lights, their bodies weary from the day’s weight yet still open to the possibility of learning.

Juma Reagan
Juma Reagan

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I am the Captain of my Soul

Nov 30, 2025

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11 min read

I am the Captain of my Soul

I thank whatever gods may be for my unconquerable soul. I have not winced nor cried aloud. Beyond this place of wrath and tears looms but the horror of the shade. And yet the menace of the years finds and shall find me unafraid. I am the master of my fate.

Juma Reagan
Juma Reagan

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Mistakes

Nov 2, 2025

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6 min read

Mistakes

Like running, the first thing you realize when you go hiking is that it’s a mistake. Your spirit lies to you that this is what you need, that it’s good exercise and all that nonsense. Yet once you actually start climbing, you body reminds you why evolution (and revolution) moved us from the woods into concrete jungles.

Juma Reagan
Juma Reagan

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The Neighbour & The Pilau

Oct 12, 2025

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6 min read

The Neighbour & The Pilau

Writing this on a Saturday night. A night that seems to have swallowed everyone else whole. Everyone has gone out to indulge in all manner of frivolity; the compound is eerily quiet, all my neighbours’ lights are off, and yet it’s only 7 p.m. Somehow, that quiet makes my own lethargy feel louder.

Juma Reagan
Juma Reagan

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Tai Lung

Oct 1, 2025

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7 min read

Tai Lung

When we moved houses, Tai Lung was a distant memory. We don’t know if she died, or got pregnant again and started a serious family under a more loving household without dogs. We don’t know if her ghost still haunts the cats that live with us today.

Juma Reagan
Juma Reagan

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Fourth Year: Parasols in Campus

Sep 14, 2025

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9 min read

Fourth Year: Parasols in Campus

With all this in view, it suddenly seems not to matter quite so much that you may (or may not) be a wretch, or that you should probably make more of an effort with your studies. The individual ego diminishes. You let yourself dissolve into a wider realm. What happens to you for the next one year no longer has to be the measure of everything. What does it matter so much what you’re worth or where you’ll end up after campus?

Juma Reagan
Juma Reagan

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Popeye

Aug 24, 2025

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9 min read

Popeye

Popeye grabbed my shoes with his dry, dark hands. Despite the cold, they radiated heat, like they were weatherproof after decades of use. Like they were defiant to the cold and the leather he touched everyday. As he inspected the soles, I couldn’t help wondering where those hands had been. Thick, stiff, rough. No amount of soap or lotion could restore them. They had been through hell and back.

Juma Reagan
Juma Reagan

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Weekend, but on a Tuesday

Aug 17, 2025

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5 min read

Weekend, but on a Tuesday

Nothing appears more therapeutic than smashing a ball into the air as hard as you can, without fear of decapitating someone, or swinging too hard. It seems like the perfect way to release a week’s worth of anger.

Juma Reagan
Juma Reagan

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I have become like them

Aug 10, 2025

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5 min read

I have become like them

I did not understand the calmness of cows in the rain; they look like they know something we don’t. I did not understand cats lying quietly beside a hot jiko. Now I understand sunsets, and losing an afternoon to a chapter in a book. I have become like those fascinated by Mother Nature’s stillness, and terrified by her raging possibilities.

Juma Reagan
Juma Reagan

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Invisible & Forgotten

Aug 3, 2025

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7 min read

Invisible & Forgotten

Writing this tightens something in my chest. It makes me furious at myself, strangely. Because I haven’t even done anything wrong. I haven’t done anything at all. I’ve watched street children stay street children.

Juma Reagan
Juma Reagan

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Once Was Enough

Jul 27, 2025

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8 min read

Once Was Enough

Some stories are legendary precisely because they happen just once. They’re a moment. It’s like trying to relive our best childhood memories. They wouldn’t be half as exciting if we tried to recreate them.

Juma Reagan
Juma Reagan

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Two Years, Seven Lessons

Jul 20, 2025

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10 min read

Two Years, Seven Lessons

My writing is only as wide as my perception. Exposure pushes me beyond the comfort of my room. It helps me write from and for different places, people, and ideas. Exposure writes to the world with the world in mind. It makes me see the rich and poor differently. It makes me realize that even the so-called ‘common man’ has an uncommon story worth writing.

Juma Reagan
Juma Reagan

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I Got a D!

Jul 16, 2025

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8 min read

I Got a D!

What I want is the honour of being referred to as CEO Reagan. Has a nice ring to it, doesn’t it? Carries the same gravitas and aura as President Reagan. But this is CEO Reagan, pronounced with a deep, rich intonation of Dholuo.

Juma Reagan
Juma Reagan

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Don’t bang the door!

Jul 13, 2025

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8 min read

Don’t bang the door!

I enjoy being in a room where people know I’m present, but can’t quite pin down where. It’s like being Batman, but socially anxious. I don’t know if my social anxiety has peaked off the charts over recent years, but choosing invisibility has saved me from many socially cringe situations. It makes me enjoy the occasion, and most importantly, leave at will.

Juma Reagan
Juma Reagan

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Party Pooper

Jul 6, 2025

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9 min read

Party Pooper

After 20 years you learn about courage. That sometimes half the battle is won when you simply get out of bed. Because when you swing your legs over the side and stand up, you’re basically telling the day, “Let’s see what more punches you got for me, you old fart.”

Juma Reagan
Juma Reagan

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Big-Headed Teachers and Big Little Things

Jun 29, 2025

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9 min read

Big-Headed Teachers and Big Little Things

I will keep reading my small, yellow-coated treasure, to see what silly, trivial things people fight about in relationships. So far I’ve read about quarrels over bananas, and quarrels with a cheating pastor. I wonder if I’ll find any fights about gifts.

Juma Reagan
Juma Reagan

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An epiphany on leadership

Jun 22, 2025

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13 min read

An epiphany on leadership

This post might or might not be about Hitler🙂. I took the whole of 2024—and now six months into 2025—off from active leadership in any sphere, shape, or form. I needed to step back. To observe those who came before me. To learn. To reflect. And the first major lesson I’ve drawn from this pause is this epiphany.

Juma Reagan
Juma Reagan

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Goats and Slow Sundays.

Jun 1, 2025

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11 min read

Goats and Slow Sundays.

Sometimes I sit and stare at the hills like a drunk prophet.

Juma Reagan
Juma Reagan

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Adolescence

May 25, 2025

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12 min read

Adolescence

Whole take at a time.

Juma Reagan
Juma Reagan

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The sky forgot its colour

May 18, 2025

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12 min read

The sky forgot its colour

Men love watching their cars being cleaned.

Juma Reagan
Juma Reagan

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